The hero with a thousand faces
lays down his armor and lives
to fight another day
arguing with strangers on the Internet.

The hero with a thousand faces
lays down his armor and lives
to fight another day
arguing with strangers on the Internet.

You asked me once,
Do you love me?
and I said,
Yes, I do.
What I should have said was
You are a beautiful dress in just my size that doesn’t fit
on purpose.
I should have said I never learned how to love something
that didn’t hold me too tight
and make me beautiful in all the wrong places.

My grandfather’s guitar sits in a corner of my study
untouched, gathering dust.
When I was young and he was already old, it could pull notes straight from the air
through his fingers and into my ears.
I can hear them, though he is gone and his instrument’s gone quiet.
When I was young, not even ten,
he’d pick it up and start to play and then I’d go still,
stuck to one spot until he was done.
My grandfather’s guitar in his hands made magic, but I was too young to understand
that music is magic made real for a moment.
A fret and a twang and he’d made something that didn’t exist before
and wouldn’t again.
I sometimes imagine myself back there, wearing muddy tennis shoes with tangled hair,
just listening.
I can hear it, but no song ever sounds the same twice.
