It’s the waiting that’s the worst –
Sleepless nights watching the phone,
willing it to ring,
or better not to.
Those nights aren’t quiet.
They’re sitting alone in the silent dark and
wondering
wondering
wondering
what comes next.
And then the most wrenching thought:
When?
When? When?
No good time.
No right moment.
Just this: The waiting
waiting
waiting
for the one thing you never wanted.
oh, sweetheart, my heart is truly in my throat. praying praying for that phone to ring, and the word on the other end to be the word that puts an end to all worry….
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Thank you so much. Graham’s dad is in the ICU – things happened really quickly and we know there won’t be a recovery, but he’s doing better than over the weekend. He sat up yesterday, was able to talk a bit, and ate some applesauce. I’ve never been so happy to hear that someone ate apple sauce. We’re hoping we can get him home and he can be cared for there, where he’ll be more comfortable and Lucy can see him.
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oh, sweetie! i am soooooo sorry!
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Thank you.
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Waiting is so hard. 🙏
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Yes, it is. It’s a lonely place, even when you’re in it with people you love.
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Very real…
Also, my mind saw the title and immediately went here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMyCa35_mOg
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Thanks!
I haven’t heard that song in years! It took me a minute to even remember I’d heard it, like, ever, and then the chorus finally kicked my brain into gear.
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I can feel all the feels-waiting is so difficult.
Beautiful poem.
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Thank you!
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Heartbreaking, honest, and beautifully expressed.
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Thank you!
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Oh, the root of this poem is deep..
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Thank you! I’m glad it resonated with you. It’s been a long week.
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Very well articulated
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Thank you!
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I know that feeling, it’s the worst. And even when the inevitable happens, it still shakes you up. You think you’re ready but part of you isn’t, if you know what I mean. Anyway, I really felt this poem.
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I’m glad! It was hard to write, but I’m really happy it’s resonating with people.
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The waiting is often the hardest part. The silence, the uncertainty, and the fear of what comes next can be more painful than words can express. My heart is with everyone living through that unbearable wait. 💔
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Thank you so much. You’re very right.
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My pleasure, my precious Sister ❤️❤️
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