A Bittersweet Christmas Present

/ Katie

After over a year, we’ve finally sold our beloved Tail Feathers.

It’s a relief, and honestly, feels like a gift after the financial panic we’ve been feeling. We didn’t anticipate it taking so long to sell, but things in Northern Virginia being as uncertain and unstable and scary as they are…well, that’s all I should probably say without getting overtly political.

ANYWAY.

It’s been really tough on both our wallets and our hearts to carry it for so long, is what I’m getting at. And now, it’s done. And boy are we feeling lots of feelings.

It’s bittersweet, saying a final goodbye. It was the first house we ever lived in together that truly felt like a home, and the first we made our own. We’re heartbroken, and we’re relieved, and we’re happy to see it no longer sitting empty and waiting. We left it better than we found it, even if we left it sooner than we thought we would. I hope the new owners enjoy it, and take care of it, and fill it with joy and good memories. I hope they love it just like we did, and more.

With all the stress of the sale – and some health news in the family that is not mine to share – it’s not been quite the holiday season I wanted. But I’m still grateful that we are where we are, able to get back on even footing money-wise, here and happy and loved, and constantly chasing after our beautiful, brave Lucy, who is fascinated by all things Christmas. Sometimes you just have to choose to be happy, and this year, in spite of everything (again, not trying to get overtly political), I am choosing to be happy.

And I hope you are, too. I hope you have a wonderful and happy whatever you celebrate, and that your season has been full of peace and light and good things. As we come into Christmas week, I wish all of us warmth and calm, and love. So much love.

Merry Christmas, and here’s a big hug from me to you. I needed one, and now you have one, too.

22 thoughts on “A Bittersweet Christmas Present”

  4. and here’s a big big hug back to you. i feel a thicket of feels, just reading it. can only imagine how bittersweet, mixed-up, upside-down and sideways you feel having called it not just home, but your “first home.” a hundred blessings and merry christmas. xox

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    • Thank you very much for the Christmas wishes!! I hope you and your family had a wonderful holiday! It’s been a roller coaster of feels, honestly, but I think we’re getting to a good place. Being with family has helped. 🙂

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  6. I hope your holidays be full-filled with happiness, love and joy. I hope things are going better. It seems like a beautiful house built with wonderful memories and love. It may be mixed emotions, but the memories never die or end…They live within your heart.

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  7. This is an amazing message of trial and choosing to be happy despite it. It’s tough moving out of a house. We sold our house 11 years ago, and I still remember every part of it despite the bad memories it held. I hope things get better health-wise and everything-wise. Here’s wishing you and your family a Merry Christmas and a wonderful year ahead 🙂.

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    • Thank you very much, and merry (belated) Christmas to you and your family!! We’re doing a little better, several days out. It’s been sad, processing that we’ve said goodbye. But just focusing on holiday things has helped. 🙂 Like you, I think I’ll remember every detail for a long, long time.

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