I want to be wild – to roar at the sky and sing with the wind, to bloom alongside the flowers and reach like the trees. I want to be free – to think in cycles and centuries, and dance with the darkest memories, and shine like the brightest stars. I want to see – to feel it all, hold it all, to cradle it here in the palm of my hand, and know that I know so little, and everything.
Rain, rain, rain through April to May – could it be you’re here to stay? It certainly feels that way.
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Yes, friends, it’s yet another rainy day, and it’s set to be a rainy weekend. I like rainy weather – it’s good for book-reading and tea-sipping and nap-taking. But…it would be nice to see some blue skies for more than a few hours at a time between rain clouds. I shouldn’t complain, though. Everything is so lusciously, livingly green.
If the weather keeps this up, it’s going to be a very vibrant summer.
Home, and more. Mother and Maker, from the good dirt to the blue water, the mountain to the shore, this place is ours. Our only place, from solid ground to deepest sea, to be. In all of space and time, this earth belongs to us, nurtures us, gives to us and takes, brings life and death and all things between. And in turn, we belong – to land and sky, to ocean and sand, to each other and this planet. How great and terrible a lesson to learn: that here, we have everything.
My other favorite sign of spring here in Virginia: the Virginia bluebell.
Just like the bright, striking pink of the redbud tree, the calm blues and purples of these little beauties just make so happy. And when you happen across a field of bluebells, it honestly feels a bit like stepping into a fairyland.
All things have (and take) their time – to go fallow and then rise from root to sky, to bloom and grow. Nature shows us – there is no shame in a patient cycle of quiet moments and many tries.
Here’s another one for the monthly poetry challenge over at Fake Flamenco. April’s challenge is to write a Prime Verse – a brand new form – around a theme of the wonder of experiencing the universe or the earth.
Here’s mine:
Look at the night sky –
the moon, stars, and velvet dark –
and know: you’re looking out, into, on, not up.
Do you tremble to be small?
Does it frighten you?
Or, instead, do you marvel,
find wonder, splendor, in the vastness of it?
Look at the night sky
and know: a whole world, the universe, is nigh.
I love this form that Rebecca has created! It’s got a nice ebb and flow, and feels just really fluid and lyrical. And of course, the theme this month was fun, too. If you want to participate, the deadline to post is April 10th at noon. I think you should! It’s always fun, after all, to try new things. 😊
A dance of sound and silence, the cadence of word and rhyme in perfect time. A cry, a chance, an exclamation. The joys and sadness of one or a nation. Light and dark and lyrical, or halting and still. The will to write, the fight to find just the right turn of phrase to break through the haze of day and night and step outside the endless circle. Poetry is power: yours, mine, and ours. Poetry is home, and away, and longing and knowing and looking and seeing – all that we are, and all that we can become.
Be careful today and heed these words and save yourself some pain: To play the fool is quite the game, or sometimes, not a game at all – the Lord of Misrule is cunning and cruel and rejoices in a fall.
*It’s coming a bit late in the afternoon, I know, but if you indulge in a little April Fool’s trickery today, please remember this: It’s only a joke if everyone’s laughing.*
I write poetry to leave a piece of me behind. I write to look back and forward, to dance on the edge, to quiet the frenzy in my head. Or just to sit back, and look and see. There’s no wrong reason, I think, to write poetry. A slant of words, a twist of the tongue, can change the world. How fortunate are we, the writers, that such a magic can be ours?